goodbyes are hard

tapes and tapes and tapes and tapes and tapes

I left cape cod on the first of november and left massachusetts the second. The country wasn’t anything special although shane and I both fell in love with hot springs AR and albuquerque NM. When we made it to the santa monica pier (it literally looked like rocket power” nina decided she wanted to leave shane behind. I told her I couldn’t and wouldn’t so we set off on our great adventure to roseburg OR via greyhound. It took about two days to get there and Michael met us at the station. We hugged briefly and ended up at dennys until about one am. He introduced us to carrie jaime shady and kailey. I love all of them. He showed us around his HS which looked more like a college. The preceding 12 days I can honestly say were the happiest I’ve been in a long time. I got a boyfriend, didn’t sleep alone once, made amazing memories, made sad memories, climbed a mountain out of sheer rage, went alien hunting, and fell in love. I’ve been one a bus four about four days now back to fall river MA to see my mother. She’s been in the hospital in critical condition for a week now and she might not make it. I’m going back to OR I made a promise I can’t break. I’m sorry if this is rather minimalist compared to what bullshit I usually spout off but I’m a bit fried right now.