aphonia
I can’t begin to count the times I’ve had to put my head between my knees to steady my chest these past weeks. The face of nuclear family pretty much crumbled to a virtual war of all against all that I don’t want to be a part of but am continuously dragged into. My sister sent me a text on my birthday with all of the reasons why I’m more amazing than edward cullen, I cried I keep telling myself i miss all those mills, although I’m convinced its my brains shitty attempt at trying to cover up the fact that I only really miss the only two friends ive made in four years. I feel splintered right now, and I only use that word because I’ve given too many parts of myself to other people and taken too many parts of them with me
1 year ago • 1 note
