October 1, 2011

Airports

I am crying too hard right now

September 23, 2011

Clamor

And all I can do is sit in the kitchen and cry, nostalgias going to be a cold bitch when you’re gone. I love you and I’m so thankful that you’re happy.

July 22, 2011

Four hundred and twenty characters or less

You see, I thought I was doing the mature thing by giving y’all what you want, by leaving you alone and responding with “I fucked up, were not friends anymore” like you asked. But seeing people I was on somewhat alright terms with in association with familiarity and having them tell me they know how I am because you’ve laid it down for them; doesn’t sit well with me. I guess all I can say is grow the fuck up, learn to handle your liquor, and keep your mouth shut. I may be pathetic, but at least i know it and don’t look desperate. 

June 29, 2011

ENFJ

Songs that start with a sad sigh that you can’t really hear unless you have the right headphones tend to be my favorite

June 9, 2011

I’ve been trying to get back to the center

i dont think its a good idea for me to be around people for awhile until i can smile about everything thats happened instead of feel a dull throb. i want a canary.

June 7, 2011
May 27, 2011

Eeexxxpppaaannndddiiinnnggg

wake up at 430am, work till 2pm, walk “home”, arrive to an empty apartment, warm beer, being single, try to go to sleep at 11pm, actually fall asleep at 4am, rinse; repeat.

May 25, 2011

this is my life now

i have to accept this, i have to stop crying 

May 12, 2011
April 19, 2011
why couldnt it have stayed this way

why couldnt it have stayed this way